time flies when you're kept busy. and time really flew that fast. for starters, it's already august, which means i'm be gone in another 11-12 wks time.. damn.. talked to daddy about some of the changes of plans, cuz initially i didn't want to come back during the 18 months, but after some consideration, i want to come back in around jul to aug period. but it's not within my control that we will not be able to come back despite having a 1 month break. so my dad said, it's ok if u don't come back, use the opportunity to rough it out alone over there, go backpacking.. i'll see how it goes when it's due..

there are some people whom u dont mind seeing everyday, and there are some pple whom u dont want to see at all, a sad thing is, u usually get stuck with the latter group of pple. i chickened out. i ps-ed everybody for steamboat today, claiming a tummyache. even though i've been craving for steamboat for a few weeks, i just didnt want to go with them.. can u imagine, i see that same face for 6 consecutive days already, and it's the first and last face i see everyday when i wake up and slp. i'll be seeing him for the next 18 months as well. i'm contradicting myself. i want the bond to improve but i'm not doing anything about it. we just can't seem to get along that well. is it because of the jc and poly issue? or is it because he's the only child in his family and he's used to doing things his way?

conversation with her on thursday night till 1am, it's been pretty long since we've chatted that much, told her about how much i've screwed up over time, and she only had 3 letters to me. "YDI" and i dont know wad it meant till she told me it stands for "you deserved it!" hahaha.. well, i guess i really did.

hmm, when the water supply stops, u remember to appreciate water. and now we've learnt, the stadium toilet's reserve tank can last long enough for u to just wet ur body. HAHA! such a joke, we spent 15 mins to walk there and another 15 to panic in the toilet cuz the reserve tank ran out.. after that, the water supply was restored, and by the time we got back, the others actually finished with their washing up too.

an ill-disciplined week. i only finished 15 chapters on meteorology, and i went to take the test. only had a 71.9%. i now owe 15 chapters for meteorology and u know wad's the best part? it's a beginning of a new week, which means i have to start on navigation. and the topic on navigation is scheduled for 2 weeks, purely because there are 2 books on it! FML.